Randomness.

1. It's nice to have a music phone especially if you are traveling from Alabang to UP-- Diliman. It helps ease the emptiness you are feeling.

2. It' s good to visit your friend staying inside the University's dorm after your arnis class. He will help you forget about your aching body just by singing songs of Taylor Swift with you. (Thanks a lot Riel. :D)

3. It's not so nice to have somebody from your Kas1 class to stalk you around the campus especially if you prefer being alone. (Just happened this morning. Thanks to Norlan who is very much willing to accompany me this afternoon.)

4. It's nice to sip a cup of warm coffee if you are sad and alone and depressed. It helps you to get back on your feet again, at least for an hour.

5. Texting is a waste of money. Since no one is really willing to text you because they are so busy doing some other stuff. But wait, someone will be kind enough to text you but you'll just end up in an argument.

6. Taylor Swift's songs are so emotional and you can relate well to them so you end up listening to her songs all day.

7. Vampire is not a good research topic for your Eng10 class since someone will be researching about it too. Never try asking your professor if the seven deadly sins will work as a research topic, because it won't. (Avoid research topics that involves religion.)

8. Walking around the campus will help you kill time. Not so expensive but very tiring.

9. Never hope someone will be always there for you. Grow up. You are bound to live alone. They have their own lives so better start living your own too.

10. Acronyms are everywhere around the University. Miss one of them and you'll get lost inside. (V is for VANGUARD and not VINZON'S, FC is Faculty Center not Food Court. LOL.)

11. You'll be missing highschool like crazy upon realizing that your highschool friends go to a different college than yours. You'll end up loving all the messages you are receiving since it helps you forget about their "distance" from you.

12. BIO1 is another writing class since you'll be ask to write a poem about life. :D

13. It's not really required to memorize your classmate's name. Just try to remember how they look and you are safe from being a suplada. Learn to smile. It will increase your charisma. LOL.

14. THINK POSITIVE but not to much. You don't want to end up being frustrated.

15. Learn to love yourself if nobody cares to love you. It's the only choice you have. :D

LONELY

Nobody will be reading this anyway.

Let me start by telling a story about a miserable mistress who wants nothing for herself. She was beautiful, far beautiful than most of the villagers. She is scared of being rejected so she locks herself inside an old tower in the middle of a dark, grungy forest. She wears nothing but a black satin gown, rarely brushes her hair and eats only apples and wild berries. She pets a green snake and loves blue roses. She is also fascinated by fairies and magic, believing that these things can be as real.

She lives a pretty dull life. She wakes up in the morning to feed her snake and to water her blue roses. She then goes to the woods to pick some apples and berries and without going elsewhere, heads back to her tower. She spends her afternoon painting or reading. Sometimes, she goes for a very short walk around the tower. She hates the sun so she rarely does this. She prefers sleeping or telling made-up stories to her snake and roses.

She doesn't mind being called a witch or sorceress, for she really don't care about it. She lives by her own rule. Far from any harm. Far from any emotions. Far from the world. It seemed perfect for her until one day...

She was awaken by an excruciating pain in her chest. As if something is there that is causing all those stabbing pain. She found it hard to breathe. It never happened before so she didn't know what she must do. She screamed the loudest she can, thinking it would relieve her from pain, but it just make things worse.

This is what she fears most. Being in pain. Surviving the pain alone. She knows snake, roses and apples can't ease the pain she is feeling right now. There is so much emptiness that even she, could not fill alone. She needs somebody. She needs someone. She needs her own prince. She needs to belong. She needs to be taken care of. She finally realized it's not right to want nothing. It is her right to want at least a thing for herself.

So she still screams her loudest until this day that she decided to just pour it out.

BLOWN AWAY >_____<

READ THE TITLE.

STILL STUNNED AND DAZZLED AND OVERWHELMED AND SPEECHLESS.

THANK YOU ALYZZA.

To everyone who greeted (especially PASCAL) me on my birthday:
THANK YOU.

I WANT MORE BIRTHDAYS. Ü